I think I had been in treatment about two weeks when I begged one of the workers who was also a barber to shave my head. I was dead set...

I was a nervous wreck the first few days at Twin Lakes. The shear embarrassment that I was in a rehab facility worked on my egoistical...

My phone call to Eric was the wake of my first desperateness'. I felt like I was out of options. If I wanted to make things "right" and...

The next morning, my internal shame felt unbearable. I wanted to wake, and it all not be real. The heaviest of my own poor choices with...

As I backed out, I did not get very far and was immediately stopped. I was freaking out on the inside but from all the medications was...

I played the victim with my family because in my reality I was the victim. I truly thought, for a very brief three weeks, that Eric was...

There was a gradual shift making its way throughout my life. The shift was deadly. I tried many things to hold on to what normalcy I had....